Begin Again - Taylor Swift

Took a deep breath in the mirror

He didn't like it when I wore high heels

But I do

Turn the lock and put my headphones on

He always said he didn't get this song

But I do, I do

Walked in expecting you'd be late

But you got here early and you stand and wave

I walk to you

You pull my chair out and help me in

And you don't know how nice that is

But I do

And you throw your head back laughing

Like a little kid

I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause

He never did

I've been spending the last 8 months

Thinking all love ever does

Is break and burn and end

But on a Wednesday in a cafe

I watched it begin again

You said you never met one girl who

Had as many James Taylor records as you

But I do

We tell stories and you don't know why

I'm coming off a little shy

But I do

And you throw your head back laughing

Like a little kid

I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause

He never did

I've been spending the last 8 months

Thinking all love ever does

Is break and burn and end

But on a Wednesday in a cafe

I watched it begin again

And we walked down the block, to my car

And I almost brought him up

But you start to talk about the movies

That your family watches every single Christmas

And I want to talk about that

And for the first time

What's past is past

And you throw your head back laughing

Like a little kid

I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause

He never did

I've been spending the last 8 months

Thinking all love ever does

Is break and burn and end

But on a Wednesday in a cafe

I watched it begin again

But on a Wednesday in a cafe

I watched it begin again

Well, you want to begin again? Then, that's all what a hopeless romantic needs. To leave the past and just live the present. It's been hard to be left tied up with what happened before, you would feel abandoned and depressed. It's never too late to let go and the earlier to lose those hands the easier it would be. 

Stop fantasizing if it will ever be the same way again but rather move on and choose a man that will help you through. But, don't make a guy your rebound, make him a worthy one that would cover up your wounds. 

If it's hard then just stop thinking about the past, if you're for each other, time will come that you will be together. For now, just enjoy your life and look someone to tell that my time's been worth while.

Jar of Hearts - Christina Perri

Verse 1

Bm                            D

I know I can't take one more step towards you

A                              Em

'Cause all thats waiting is regret

Bm                               D

And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore

A                              G

You lost the love I loved the most

Em                 D      A

I learned to live half a life

Em           D             Asus  A

And now you want me one more time

Chorus

D                     A

Who do you think you are?

                        Bm

Running 'round leaving scars

                      G

Collecting a jar of hearts

 Gm            D

Tearing love apart

D                     A

You're gonna catch a cold

                          Bm

From the ice inside your soul

                     G

Don't come back for me

Gm                    D

Who do you think you are?

Verse 2

Bm                         D

I hear you're asking all around

A                        Em

If I am anywhere to be found

Bm                     D

But I have grown too strong

A                          G

To ever fall back in your arms

Em                    D      A

I've learned to live half a life

Em           D            Asus  A

And now you want me one more time

Chorus

D                     A

Who do you think you are?

                         Bm

Running 'round leaving scars

                      G

Collecting a jar of hearts

     Gm            D

And tearing love apart

D                     A

You're gonna catch a cold

                          Bm

From the ice inside your soul

                    G

Don't come back for me

Gm                    D

Who do you think you are?

Bridge

Bm          F#           D       E

It took so long just to feel alright

  Bm            F#             D          E

Remember how to put back the light in my eyes

   Bm          F#              D             E

I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed

        Bm        F#       D     E

'Cause you broke all your promises

     G

And now you're back

                 F#

You don't get to get me back

Chorus

D                     A

Who do you think you are?

                        Bm

Running 'round leaving scars

                      G

Collecting a jar of hearts

     Gm            D

And tearing love apart

D                      A

You're gonna catch a cold

                          Bm

From the ice inside your soul

                        G

So don't come back for me

Gm                  D

Don't come back at all

x2

Gm                     D

Who do you think you are?

Gm                     D

Who do you think you are?

Gm                     D

Who do you think you are?

So, I decided to cover this song since it's our sem break. I chose this song because it brings out so much emotion from the singer. The tune itself is emotional and with the lyrics then it turned out to be a good combination of the tune and lyrics.

Here's a link to my cover Youtube: Christina Perri's Jar of Hearts - Mm (Cover)

This is a song of a person that loves somebody but tries not to go further than that. A person that have waited for so long for the right moment but ended up giving up. She will now stop getting the man of her dreams. She has given most of her time for the guy but now all the efforts are gone. 

Who do you think you are.. the most repetitive line in the song. Now, that's her mindset. She stopped waiting anymore because she thinks that's the guy's a nobody now. Who does he think he is? He's not worth the wait anymore for her. 

I can feel her!! I think I'm feeling the same emotions. So sad. 

Brick By Boring Brick - Paramore

Well, she lives in a fairy tale
Somewhere too far for us to find
Forgotten the taste and smell
Of the world that she's left behind

It's all about the exposure
The lens I told her
The angles were all wrong now
She's ripping wings off of butterflies

Keep your feet on the ground
When your head's in the clouds

Well, go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle

Go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle

So one day he found her crying
Coiled up on the dirty ground
Her prince finally came to save her
And the rest you can figure out

But it was a trick and the clock struck twelve
Well, make sure to build your heart
Brick by boring brick
Or the wolf's gonna blow it down

Keep your feet on the ground
When your head's in the clouds

Well, go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle

Go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
And we'll bury the castle, bury the castle

Well, you built up a world of magic
Because your real life is tragic
Yeah, you built up a world of magic

If it's not real
You can't hold it in your hand
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it

But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Oh, even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah

Go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle

Go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle


Source: Metrolyrics: Brick by Boring Brick (Paramore)


I just found out title of this song and it does really sound interesting. I've heard it a lot of time before but I just knew it about right now because my friend told me to learn the song. He invited me to join their studio band rehearsals to be thei lead sings. Quite flattering, right?

So, I thought I didn't know this song and when I looked for it on Youtube, it sounded familiar. I didn't have a hard time working on it, so I'll just have to memorize the lyrics and of course the tune and soon I'd be able to memorize this already.

This song tells another story of a girl who once loved and broke her heart. The usual flow of songs, you know why? It's because all those feelings and emotions, all coming out, when someone breaks her heart. That's when you'd be able to compose a song, you want to get off of these bad feelings and so you do it by making lyrics. You inspire your own self now.

For me, the castle she wants to bury is their once successful love life. Since she has lived in a fairy tale, she used the word castle to represent the home of their relationship's feelings and/or love.

She wants that to be buried since it's all gone now.

"You can't see it with your eyes" now, I just need to learn to go get my own shovel and bury my once owned castle. If its even a castle to be considered. I'LL BURY IT DEEPER THAN ANY HOLE ANYONE CAN DIG.

We built up a magic because you once had a tragic life and now you repay me with nothing. Then, I would want to be in the dark than have you by my side, continuing to hurt me.

I have done this once, then I can again.

Breakeven - The Script

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake, she has no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even, even, no

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even, even, no

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah

I'm falling to pieces
(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame
Now I'm tryin' make sense of what little remains, oh
'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't break
No it don't break, no, it don't break even, no

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah

I'm falling to pieces
(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't break even)

Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, it don't break even, no

Source: Metrolyrics

Somehow, this song is a wee important to me. It does not just suit my emotions right now, but also someone special made a request to cover this. Of course, I seriously like this person so I did. It's posted on my youtube account. You should go and check it out.

This is one of the most popular heartbreaking songs! I'm falling to pieces, but I won't breakeven. Oh yes it's clearly for heartbroken people. It sucks that the person you really love loves somebody else, right? It kills you to see her or him happy while you suffocate yourself just by thinking of him. You always think about him while you stay as you are on his mind... Invisible. 

There's always a reason why this happens to you. Maybe, he's not really the guy for you. Maybe, he's not good enough for you. But, your mind and heart is already that he is the one. Well, that makes it complicated. You can't always guess for your life. You have done all those stupid things just for him and still you get nothing. Love sucks I'm telling you. But, when the time comes that that right girl or guy comes, you wouldn't even know. On the process of meeting him, you won't even bother because your mind is too preoccupied for your past. 

Stop keeping your past with you, I know it's there but don't bring everything; just those life lessons you have learned is enough to be brought up until your future. So what if he left you? It's not your loss. Because, they just missed out a person that loves them truly. You two are not really meant to be.

You wouldn't know when you'll find him. Who know? He's anyone. You just have to pick the right guy on the right time. Things will work out the way it's meant to be. God knows what to do with you. Your destiny is already imprinted in you, so everything that's going on around you is meant to happen.

Chasing Pavements - Adele

I've made up my mind, don't need to think it over

If I'm wrong I am right, don't need to look no further

This ain't lust, I know this is love

But if I tell the world, I'll never say enough

'Cause it was not said to you

And that's exactly what I need to do if I'd end up with you

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements

Even if it leads nowhere?

Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place

Should I leave it there?

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements

Even if it leads nowhere?

I build myself up and fly around in circles

Wait then as my heart drops and my back begins to tingle

Finally could this be it?

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements

Even if it leads nowhere?

Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place

Should I leave it there?

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements

Even if it leads nowhere?

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements

Even if it leads nowhere?

Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place

Should I leave it there?

Should I give up or should I just keep on chasing pavements

Should I just keep on chasing pavements?

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements

Even if it leads nowhere?

Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place

Should I leave it there?

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements

Even if it leads nowhere?

Adele's song struggles once again for the satisfaction of the love of a human being. In the first verse, the lyrics tell us that, in order to avoid, such big fights and misunderstandings, if ones decision is made then it is final and if I feel like somethings wrong then treat it as the right one. I'm not doing anything wrong because I know I've been doing stuff just to show my love for you. That is just the first verse.

When I tell the world how I feel, it will never be enough as long as you are still not aware of how I feel towards you. I'm trying my hardest to let you feel my love for you but it would really be difficult for me to do so, because once I tell you, I expect you to end up with me. It's really hard when you don't get your things your way, most especially if its a guy you've been crazy about for a long time.

I don't know what to do anymore, I don't know if it's right to just blurt all my feelings out to anybody except him. Do I need to keep this as a secret which will not go anywhere since to him my feelings are still kept as a secret. Those pavements pertain to a stoned-hearted human being that is blind to see how much you have told the world that you love him. Still, no word from him upon knowing those feelings you have. You don't even know when to stop chasing those secrets you can't tell.

I don't know if you just really can't see the message. But, man, you are missing a great girl. I hope you realize that I have always been telling you indirectly how much I love you. Don't close your heart and just open it so it would feel the tenderness of my love for you. 

On my part, I think I'm just gonna keep on chasing pavements. I don't care how long it will be, as long as the ending will be worth the very long wait. My love can wait, it will never change and so is my loyalty. I just hope you can see it in any way possible.

You will be worth the wait.

I Knew You Were Trouble - Taylor Swift

Once upon time
A few mistakes ago
I was in your sights
You got me alone
You found me
You found me
You bound me

I guess you didn't care
And I guess I liked that
And when I fell hard
You took a step back
Without me, without me, without me

And he's long gone
When he's next to me
And I realize the blame is on me

Cause I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places i'd never been
So you put me down oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places i'd never been
Now i'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

No apologies
He'll never see you cry
Pretend he doesn't know
That he's the reason why
You're drowning, you're drowning, you're drowning

And I heard you moved on
From whispers on the street
A new notch in your belt
Is all I'll ever be
And now I see, now I see, now I see
He was long gone
When he met me
And I realize the joke is on me

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places i'd never been
So you put me down oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places i'd never been
Now i'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

When your saddest fear comes creeping in
That you never loved me or her or anyone or anything
Yeah

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places i'd never been
So you put me down oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places i'd never been
Now i'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble!

Source: http://www.directlyrics.com/taylor-swift-i-knew-you-were-trouble-lyrics.html

Taylor Swift has done it again! She has made another song of hers to the top of the iTunes Chart!! How can she do that? Anyway...

I heard this song just now and I can't believe it, it's a different kind of Taylor! Well, I heard it once, yet it's not the inlove character of Swift. I can tell that what the written lyrics say is the current feelings she is undergoing right now. I'm not aware of the news about her since Hollywood is far away from our country but I think through her songs we would determine her state regarding her lovelife right now. 

I think this song actually says that she knew from the very beginning that this guy will just be a pain in the ass for her. But, in the end, she still fell in love with him. They are together physically but mentally it's not. She might be beside him but she feels very distant quiet with him. 

It's really hard to be in this part of love. A woman can never avoid regretting to love a man like this. She has offered an endless love, and when women love, it's true. They don't fake it and it's like giving their "all". That's why she's naming that guy "Trouble."

She thought he loves her.

Why? Why does this song need to happen? :( I can really relate, I swear. It's even harder if I deny it, so I'm blogging it now. An unknown guy... He's still the one on my mind, and  I think I regret that I met and got closer to him. It's hard to stop thinking about him 'cause I thought we were something. But I guess I have mistaken.

We were good when we're together but now, that we've grown apart from each other then there's nothing to talk about since we've never seen each other for adgzVsfb months. I hope when we bump into each other again, there's no feelings within me towards him anymore. I want to stop this non sense. Our relationship is such a on and off and I'm not even sure what is our relationship.

We defined "us" but it just made everything more complicated than before.

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I love Music

Before I post and post about these music I have recently heard of I just wanted to let you all know that this blog will no do harm to any of the producers, composers, singers and etc out there. This is just a matter of expressing myself through the music that you all have made possible with.

I might criticize and/or relate my life into these songs which are posted lately. So, feel free to comment and suggest songs that you would want to hear comments about. I might even make a deeper meaning about the lyrics. Anyway, this is just pure reading entertainment. I hope you like the idea.

I wanted everything to be clear so this is my first post. A warning and a reminder that this is just me being me but now with music. :)

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